One Off Clean Of Bedroom & Communals, Depression Has Made It Really Hard

I'm looking at hiring someone independently.
Not that I don't like companies, I've just had a really bad experience with them in the past.
I'm sorry if I've upset anyone.
Im looking for a one off clean: My mental health and depression have made it really hard to keep on top of things.
The kitchen, lounge, and bathroom aren't too bad to be honest, it's just my bedroom which I'm afraid to talk about - it's nothing major, more just the fact I haven't vacuumed or wiped down the surfaces in months...
I'm ever so sorry to ask this of you all I feel really ashamed and embarrassed I'm just browsing and enquiring at the minute but looking to proceed soon Sorry to be a bother and a burden to you all, I hope to hear from you and hope you can help xx